What Scares You?

The Scream by Edward MunchAfter I posted the blog last week showing off my new set of wheels, I received some interesting emails from friends. Some were positive, but others, mostly from readers close to my age, were some variation on these two statements:

“How can you drive something that big? I’d be terrified?

“Drive around the country by yourself? Won’t you be scared?

I won’t deny that the prospect of learning to drive a new vehicle, especially a very tall one like Sheila, was daunting. The emotion I felt as I drove it off the lot and into Los Angeles traffic was definitely trepidation, a close relative of fear (According to Grammarist, Trepidation is “a feeling of anxiety or apprehension about something one is about to take part in or is about to happen.” )   Well, o.k., I was terrified.

But fear is a healthy response to something that can cause us harm. I felt much the same way, and I suspect you did too, when I first learned to drive a car, to ride a bicycle, to sail a boat.

Rattlesnakes, Burglers, and Driving

Fear is what makes us wary of rattlesnakes on a hot hiking trail, or causes us to lock our doors at night. What troubled me about the responses of my readers, though, was the underlying assumption that if something scares us, we should avoid doing it. I spend a lot of time with my eight year old granddaughter, and I’ve watched her overcome her fear time and again, in Taikwondo, Roller Derby, Swimming.  And we did too.  When we were young, we got back up again from falls, climbed back onto the diving board after a belly flop, continued to sleep in our rooms after a bad dream. Research tells us that  young people’s brains cope with stress and fear in a completely different way to adults, and that accounts for some of the difference.  We also fear different things at different stages of our lives.

Very young babies exhibit a startle (Moro) reflex at sudden noises or a change in the way they are being held. They open and close their arms as if reaching for someone, and often cry. After about six months of age, children show fear of Halloween costumes, especially masks, strangers, and separation from their caregivers. As their brains develop, so does their imagination, and they may express fear of thunder, trains, imaginary creatures, the dark, or monsters. Parents will probably remember these fears, which often turn bedtime into the most challenging time of the day.

With their growing cognitive skills, children invent all kinds of reasonable scenarios that frighten them – the house burning down, letting lost, getting separated from parents in a public place. My granddaughter’s developing sense of reality combined with her active imagination allows her to develop story lines featuring natural events such as hurricanes, earthquakes, and fires, peopled by monstors, dragons, witches and ghosts or the child who sits behind her in class.. She isn’t always frightened by the stories she creates, but may actually be processing her fears by crafting and revising the characters and plot.

Phobias

In our teens and early twenties, phobias sometimes surface. Phobias are a type of anxiety disorder.  People with phobias experience extreme fear of certain situations, animals, places, or object,s fear that people without the phobia consider unrealistic or irrational. The Anxiety and Depression Society of America tells us that 19 million people, or 8.7 percent of the U.S. population, are affected by phobias. (However, that means that over 90 percent of us are not.) Fortunately, phobias respond well to treatment by a mental health practitioner.

Here’s a fun fact:

“As we age, we produce less adrenaline, which causes racing hearts and dizziness. This means the intense fears we may have experienced in youth no longer trouble us as much. However, older people often experience a greater sense of vulnerability, so things like heights or big crowds become more of an issue”  writes Jerry Kennard, Ph.D. Along with producing less adrenaline, we also may have a deteriorating sense of balance, and eyes that don’t see so well at night as they used to. These normal aspects of aging may contribute to our fears.

In the past, our ancestors feared tangible, immediate danger, from fire, floods, and hungry predators.  According to an article in Psychology Today, “common fears today have more to do with the impression people make on others, as well as how judgments from others affect their self-worth. This hyper-focus on image may be exacerbated by the rise of the internet and social media culture.”   Before you dismiss this as only an issue for the young and technologically plugged-in, think of all your friends who refuse to Skype or FaceTime with their grandchildren because of how they look on the screen.

I think fear is a good thing to have in our lives. We put ourselves in danger every time we enter a freeway on-ramp, and the heightened sensory awareness fear causes helps us bring our vehicle up to speed and enter the freeway safely.  Fear can alert us to dangerous situations, and encourage us to take steps to eliminate them.

Fear Can Paralyze Us

But fear can also paralize us. If we succumb to the fight-or-flight fear response that fear of merging on to a freeway triggers, we’ll pull over to the side of the road and never reach our destination. As we age, our eyesight may diminish. Fear of driving at night may cause us to stop attending evening events.  Our balance may get a little wonky – the resulting fear of falling may keep us from actively exercising. Some threats, like declines in health and physical strength, disability, loss of income, or loss of a spouse, particularly affect older people. In other words, there is merit to the fears.  However, in my experience, when I avoid something that scares me, I start to feel like a failure.  And the longer I go being afraid of something and avoiding it, the greater my fear becomes. Taking refresher driving classes designed specifically for seniors, wearing night glasses that reduce glare, exercising at a barre or in a chair – these are active measures we can take to make ourselves safe and reduce our fears.

Sometimes the only way past a fear is straight through it.  Some of my readers will remember when I took up cycling after 30 years of not owning a bike. My son offered to give me a refresher lesson in San Diego, which helped a bit. But once I was back in Santa Cruz I couldn’t get myself to ride off my driveway and on to the road . In the end a patient friend and a gentle cycling instructor helped me push past my fear. I enjoyed weekly rides to Wilder Ranch with other senior cyclists for a couple of years after that, and was grateful I’d been able to eliminate the fear that had paralized me.

So, yes, my friends. Learning to drive my new RV is frightening.  However, I’m getting more confident with each outing, and I no longer dream about all the things that could go wrong. I’m planning my drive around the country with a large map and a directory of National Parks. When the time comes, I’ll drive off my driveway andhighway onto the road one more time, confident that the fun of the adventure – and good preparation – will pull me through the fear.

 

What frightens you?  Please use the comment form below to share your own stories about fears that have paralized you, or fears you have overcome.

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